Saturday, July 24, 2010
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Dream 30: Animation

We've begun our journey... I know it is not going to be easy. Neither would mine be easy. But I'm no matter what storm or rain that is going hit us, as long as we portray a strong unity out, within our group, we definitely can withstand any obstacles that are coming right towards us!

Dream 29: Lost of Direction

I've lost my directions today once again. I didn't know where to go, nor which path to take. I don't know what's the fastest route to get to my destination. And I don't even know whether is it so important to reach my destination in time or not. I know whats the feeling of being slower than people. I know it's not important that I am be slow but as long as I get myself to the result where I want to see, I'm alright already.

Dream 28: Birthday

Really really really THANK YOU everyone for everything that they did for me. I really love the cakes that MinKit, JunHao, DA0902 and NYPSD that had brought for me. The One Piece Shirt & Book that, Ivan, Laura, Jerry, ZiJing, LiYu, EngPeng, HuiTing, JianZhong, JiaWei, Vivien, YongJin, MinKit & JunHao gave me. The Conte Stick that QiJun remembers and MinKit went around Bugis to find just for me. The BIG Card that NYPSD made for me. The funny looking Jacket that my Bro brought from HK for me. The one and only "I Love 3D" shirt that Kezia, ZhongPing and Betty especially went to make for me. The colorful box of papers that Jasmine made for me. The 100++ wishes that spammed my Facebook Wall.

I really enjoyed my birthday this year! It's really very cool! Even though, something had really left a scar in me [I know I shouldn't write this in blog, I really hope he/she won't find my blog. And if you know what I'm talking about, please keep it as a secret. This is something that the blog master doesn't want anyone to hear it out of the blog.] After that incident, I went back to think... What is it that I really want? Presents? Wishes? Cakes? Cards? I really don't know... When Yanjun asked me what I want for my Birthday Present, I told her, I would like to have a card with wishes. I thought, I was really being different than others, but now I felt that even asking a card from her, is a really very selfish act. And seriously, what is it that I exactly want? What is it that I want to see after fighting so much for Kosen-Rufu? People are saying things that are not I really am. What 有声有色? What energetic? What motivator? Am I? Or not? This scar have not just left me with a deep impression, but also a self-reflection. What have I created? What have I fostered? What have I peached? I'm sure there's more to what I can learn

Dream 27: Break - [Taking a step back]

I not sure if this is the right choice again, but I seriously need a break, to go out and see if what I'm doing is right or wrong. Is like when we're in drawing class. We always have to take 3 steps back to see if what we drew is proportionate a not.

Not just reflecting back on what I've did, but I think I really have to plan what will be my strategy for my next half of the year. There's really so much that I haven't achieve yet. I can't leave anymore regrets in my life! Not in this lifetime!

[Yes. I want it back.]


--- Biggest Dreamer of all! ---

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BPSS

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DA0902

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Student Divison

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Rion
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Future Division

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Soka Websites

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SSA




Singapore Soka Association is a Buddhist organisation established to promote understanding and practice of Buddhism. Buddhism teaches that every individual has the potential to become enlightened in his or her lifetime. Each person has within, the power to overcome life's challenges, to live a life of value and be a positive influence in one's community, society and the world. Soka in Chinese means Value Creation. Please go SSA Website for more info.



FBodz




Having dance as my passion. Foreign Bodies is the hip hop/street dance club in NYP that I just joined. Not much performance now. I'll update more next time! More updates are in Foreign Bodies Blog



SRN




Every month, we'll have our district discussion meetings where we'll learn and discuss more about Buddhism and Life. This is split by the chapter and district we are in. I'm in Serangoon North Chapter, district 4, together with my parents! We normally have several platforms for our youths. We had a Chapter Friendship Gathering where we invite our friends to our center to know more about our Buddhism, and during then, our youths together put up and short skit and dance! We also have BBQ session to celebrate the success of our Chapter Friendship Gathering and also Pot Luk Session for our youths in SRN to bond more together!



ITAC



I was in ITAC from OCT 07 to JUN 09. ITAC is an institution that is under our Student Division [SD] in SSA. Student Division members consist of all tertiary students in Singapore, from all JCs, ITEs, Polys, to University and also Private Schools. ITAC stands for Institute of Technical, Arts and Commence, which consist of all the private schools in Singapore. In ITAC, we study intensively into Buddhism and our Mentor, Daisaku Ikeda. We also encourage our members and leaders to do our best in our studies and work, and become Future Leaders of the Intellectual World to lead people to happiness! ITACSD Blog



NYPSD




I've just transfered from ITAC to NYPSD during this year, June. NYPSD is another institution in SD. Our members and CICs [Campus-In-Charge] are students all studying in NYP! We usually meet up in NYP itself or SYC [Soka Youth Center] to study Buddhism, chant together, encourage each other and most importantly to create more values in our and other's life! Anyone that is studying in NYP and interested learn about Buddhism or wish to join our activities can feel free to contact me!



HCF




Hugs and Chatterbox Family is my clique when I was still in FD [Future Division, which consist of all the secondary school students]. The group started to formed in Dec 07. We mainly encourage each other thru Buddhism and dance together to perform. HCF had performed a spirit booster dance item for Chingay 07, hip hop dance for FDGM 08 [Future Division General Meeting] and SD Anniversary 08!



FLINT 1


FLINT stands for Future Leaders In Niche Training. It is a training course in FD [Future Division], which train us to be a better person and also to be future leaders of SSA. Currently FLINT have already come to the sixth batch and I'm proud to say that I'm in the first batch, which our trainings was during Feb 06 to May 06. But we didn't just stopped there. FLINT 1 has continued to do a project in FD Sports Meet during June 06, Ignites Concert during Aug 06, Reunion during Nov 07, Sensei's 80th Birthday Present Making during Dec 07, CNY Light Up Hip Hop Dance as Trainers during Nov 08 to Jan 09 and FLINT 1-5 Kenshu during Jan 09! And I strongly believe that, there'll be more to come!



Dynamo




Dynamo is a group in Chingay 07, where I get to know most of my best friends in Gakkai now! Even through, it wasn't a very long training period, but that time was definitely the best dance trainings I ever had. And up til now, we are still have reunion meet ups!



FD-Coaching




FD-Coaching is a Coaching Class started off by EngPeng, Jerry, Laura, Alvin, QiJun and me! It is an offical group in FD that fully in-charged by SD Students. The purpose to set up FD-Coaching is to help our juniors in their studies towards 'O/N' Levels, encourage them in from our own experiences and also bring them back to Faith. Currently FD-Coaching is in-charged by Ivan from NYPSD. For more information, please go, FD-Coaching Blog



DA02




DA02 is my class in NYP - School of Interactive and Digital Media - Digital Media Design (Animation) Course. Being the noisiest, most positive, cheerful and definitely most outrageous class in DMD(A). We have being complained by many lecturers during the first month of school. But now, we are proud to say that we do not receive anymore complains! Haha! I'm really happy to be in this class.